UNABLE TO SAY

Lips always shut,
she stares at me,
Speaks with me,
but never speaks.
I want to hear something,
That she knows, I think,
But lips always shut,
She answers me,
Never ever talks with me,
God knows what she thinks of me.
Talks of nation,
Talks of future,
Are not common in between,
Not of betray sign’s something.
I would have spoken,
But I dare not to speak,
Can’t even guess what would she say,
Yes or No whatsoever it is,
I would never speak,
I fear of quite NO that she would speak.
Books in hand,
when she comes to me,
God knows studies,
or me that scared of she.
Analyzing power proves no true,
What she wants of me,
Monotonous if I’m becoming,
She doesn’t speaks,
Boring if I should change,
I can’t guess what she thinks of me.
God please be with,
Tell me soon what she thinks,
Please create a large room,
in her for me.